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zoeTuesday, 08 May 2018 “ZOË’S THOUGHTS ON BEING A TRANSVESTITE”.“JUST A FEW PICTURES OF ZOË SO ONE CAN SEE I TAKE BEING A TRANSVESTITE VERY SERIOUSLY INDEED AND TRY MY BEST TO LOOK AS FEMININE AS I CAN”.It all started so long ago as told how it came about in my previous story (which incidentally is all true ), which is basically a biography of Zoë’s life , but this is how I as a person feel within myself as to how and why I became Zoë, as mentioned it was through Tom that I got due to his showing me a glory hole that I really got into being Zoë through the help from a dear friend “Mary”, but it did actually start at a much earlier age that I got the inkling that I was different to other boys and how I think that it came about .When I was about ten I think I caught meningitis and I feel that due to that fact it had a great deal to do with how I am today as a person, and I also think that our predetermined genetic plant also has something to do with possibly lays the seed of why we are who we are and I am a great believer in this.So here are the facts of how it all began , as I mentioned when I was ten I caught meningitis and I was in hospital for nearly a year , I had to learn to talk , walk all over again but that was the physical side to the damage that this terrible disease causes , but I also believe that during the time I suffered from the illness my brain was in a way rewired if one can understand what I mean ,before this time I was just a normal ten year old boy , but suddenly I started to look at things in a different way . In our house in the kitchen , my Mother had a chest of drawers that she used for basically kitchen utensils ,but the bottom drawer she used to put her old stockings (something she did during the war as such items were hard to get so a habit she found hard to stop) as a k** I was a inquisitive little shit so I used always keep myself active and one day I looked in the drawer I knew what it contained but had no interest , but suddenly these items took on a new meaning to me for some unknown reason ..and I used to look through them and find the nicest ones and take them sneakily to my room and slide them on my legs, The result was electrifying, I didn’t know why and at that early age I was as naive as hell about sex as had hardly even got into the puberty stakes at that age, but I still enjoyed the act.Also my bedroom window was opposite our next door neighbours so my bedroom window was opposite one of their bedrooms, which was occupied by a girl call Rosanne. Older than me she was about thirteen, but had already blossomed if one knows what I mean , and I used to sit on my bed in the dark with the curtains open and watch her as she never shut her curtains .Also one has to remember this was the age before tights had come on the scene, so I used to see her in her bedroom changing at that time it was always stockings and suspender belts so it was an exciting period of my life, she also used to wear a panty girdle with suspenders attached and I used to watch her getting dressed and it was my first time I saw a women’s tit so I became a real little peeping tom couldn’t help myself and this continued for a long time , in fact I had started to go to college to train as a chef so it was a few years . and by that time I was active on the gay side of my life as such and had already been dressing as Zoë for a couple of years by then , but I still used to enjoy watching her , well one day she was parading around her room and she had a friend come stay with her and they both were wandering around semi naked, I was watching wanking at the time and the next thing I knew they were in a embrace and deeply kissing each other and her friend was rubbing Rosanne’s crotch and rubbing her off I shot my load at that point also at the time I was wearing a suspender belt and stockings and panties , so it was a special time for me but I t was an eye opener for me , ( I had an older sister , and when she used to throw stuff of a lingerie nature away I would rescue it for my own use ) and as I said I was well into dressing at that stage and used to get dressed at home all be it only in lingerie i.e. stockings bra etc, I kept the full dressing and make up to when I went to Mary’s , well one night without thinking I was walking around my room in a bra , suspender belt and black stockings , and I had looked across to see Rosanne’s lights were out, so never gave it another thought . I turned around and her light was on and she was watching me , I crapped my self , any way on my way to college next day she worked as a clippie on the busses and she was the clippie on the bus that morning , she said hello and gave me my ticket and she said can she talk to me later , Oh crap I THOUGHT I am in trouble here !, Well later after college she saw me and said I am going up to the park follow me ok “what choice did I have “ So I followed her to the park only a couple of minutes walk away , and plenty y of secluded places for one to talk ,Well I caught up to her , and she said I saw you last night , ok I said , then she said I have known for a while your not the only one who can sit in the dark I have seen you dressed a few times so don’t worry I will not tell anyone , I was relieved I asked her why , she said then she mentioned the time her friend was around and she said I knew you were watching us , and it turned her on being watched it seemed , are you Gay ? I don’t know really, well I am she said so we both have a reason to keep both our secrets under wraps she said. You’re a Transvestite and I’m a lesbian okSo She asked how long have I been dressing and did I just wear stockings, I told her about Mary (my previous story tells you all about her) and she said wow you really are a transvestite proper it amazed her, she asked why did i watch her I said I just loved your underwear and besides you are nice to look at. Oh! Right I can understand that so she asked about why I was a Transvestite and I ended up telling her so she knew then that I sucked cock swallowed cum canlı bahis and took cock up my ass and also I took walks out from Mary’s as Zoë totally dressed, so she told me she was very similar as me but she was a catholic and she said that she was seduced by a nun at her school (she admitted that she led her on as she always fancied girls more than boys).and that had been the first time a girl had eaten her pussy , wow I was amazed , well she was really a nice person , she even showed me what underwear she was wearing , she also said if you want to toss yourself off , it is secluded here no one will see , I’ll do the same well what a scene her with her skirt up flashing her stockings rubbing her pussy and me tossing off as fast as hell well I did come into my hand and she said let me see you swallow it so I did she said I thought you were joking that you took cum well so it is true then , I said yes I love it . We became really good friends after that and she helped me a lot and also I helped her ,and she came to Mary’s once and saw me as Zoë and went for a walk with me which was exciting .and she asked Mary if she could bring her girl friend up to the flat , and would it be ok if they used the bedroom she said we never really get much chance at privacy and it is scary as we are always frightened in case one of our parents comes into our bedrooms in case we are in an embrace or something, and also she said it would be beneficial as they could help as it was a lot easier for them to purchase make up for us so Mary said ok so their was us a pair of transvestites helping out a pair of lesbians but it did turn out to be very beneficial for both parties they got to have a room to make love in without having to worry , and Mary and I had someone to buy us our make up and girly stuff so it worked out well for both parties and some nights both Mary and I would get a total make over done by the girls and it wasn’t long before Rosanne came out of the bedroom to get a cup of tea and she saw Mary and I fucking each other or me on my knees with a mouth full of hot cock in fact on one occasion she stopped and watched me get a mouth full of Mary’s cum shooting into my mouth and watched me going down on her and swallowing the lot , she said you are dirty little bitch and just laughed I said go and eat some pussy missy she thought it was funny , but we did become very dear friends and she never condemned me for being who I was as I did for her .Rosanne always said she was glad she caught me watching her as she might never have confronted me about it , but thanks to me she said my girl friend and I can make love to each other properly without any worries thanks to you and Mary, she was always grateful for that , well you have to help each other don’t you .They eventually set up a flat together , but she said she never came out to her family because of the shame it would have caused to them . At end of the day they were a happy couple .as I was with my situation with Mary and Patricia (Mary’s friend also a Transvestite ) who also became one of my lovers with Mary and the fun we had which I shall now tell you about .“PATRICIA AND MARY AND I”(and others).As I said in my previous story Patricia was a Transvestite friend of Mary who I was introduced to , we used to walk to Her house both dressed I had a lot more confidence at that time that had no problem passing as Rosanne said I made up very convincingly as a girl and being with Mary who looked stunning and did not have a problem passing always gave me a boost, well on my visit it was very genteel tea and chat nothing untoward , but on my next visit it was definitely different , Mary had already told me that Patricia would love to fuck me , I wasn’t adverse to the idea in fact I know I would love her to . Well when we got there tea was made little chit chat, Mary JUST blurted out oh Zoë says she would love you to fuck her ass Patricia, well what could I say! Well a little later Patricia went upstairs but I did notice her sly wink to Mary , mm , well Mary came over and started to kiss me , I eagerly returned the embrace ( love kissing when I am dressed and made up) , them I started to fondle Mary under her skirt she reciprocated and it was not long before we both were getting a bit hot under the collar so to speak I moved to start giving Mary some head , but she said no lets go upstairs , so we did I was ready for anything , and boy did I get it all that day !, we went into a bedroom and Patricia was there she said I thought I was going to have to come downstairs , she was changed from what she had worn earlier and she was in a really sexy Basque , sheer black stockings little panties (not that it did much to hide her raging hard on ) incredibly made up she looked stunning and she came up to me and kissed me with a lot of passion , well lets see how good you are and next thing I am more or less in just my lingerie I was wearing a waspie and black stockings well I was on my knees and had Patricia’s cock inches from my face so I started to lick it then slowly sucked her into to my moist eager mouth and started to give her head as best I could and it was delicious as then Mary had stripped down to her lingerie and she was wearing the same as Patricia , I was in heaven I had two lovely women and two lovely cocks to suck I was enjoying it , I had a hard on that you could have punched holes in a wall with by then , needless to say as I was sucking Patricia I felt Mary positioning herself to shove her cock up my eager love hole I moved to a better kneeling position to make it easier for her to enter me then great she was all the way in and I was eagerly sucking Patricia off .What a way to enjoy oneself I can tell you . It did not take long for the oral administrations of my eager lips wrapped around her lovely cock to feel the first little pulse of her cum building up. I had learned by then to stop for a little and just lick or kiss the cock to cool her down so she didn’t come to quick , and also Mary was giving my love bahis siteleri hole a good bashing I can assure you, well it didn’t take much longer after that that I felt her cock pulse and the first load of cum hit my throat which i eagerly swallowed within seconds my mouth was full of hot juicy cum and I eagerly swallowed so I did not lose any of that heavenly elixir and I swallowed it all , and just as I was sucking the rest of the juice out of her I felt Mary tense and really enter my love hole as hard as she could and she released a massive load of cum up my ass it was great I soon turned around and I sucked Mary’s cock to make sure I emptied her it was great .My first spit roast and I had been done well and truly and that was only the beginning. Once we had recovered and had a drink we repaired our make up and still in our lingerie both the girls proceeded to give me a blow job each taking turns at sucking my cock I did not last long and it was Mary that got most of my cum but Patricia said she wanted some and she finished the job and sucked me dry. we all collapsed onto the bed , it was great , we spent a little time fondling and kissing it was lovely Patricia fucked me once before I left and I sucked Mary off so I managed a double spit roast and I loved it was my first but most certainly not my last , after getting back to Mary’s flat we fucked and sucked again I got showered changed back into drab mode she checked I was aok and I went to bed that night a very happy girl , I told Rosanne next day what had happened she said your turning into a little slut laughing I know I love it. Little did I know what was in store for Zoë over the next few months????.Not long after this episode in my life I was managing to get to Mary’s flat about twice a week , and at least once to Patricia’s , and we usually ended up making love to each other in various scenarios so we all got some fun ,but they both loved me sucking them off I think with me being younger it gave them a thrill not that and the fact that I always swallowed their cum without any problem as I loved doing so any way not that was complaining after all. I was getting lots of sex as Zoë so I had nothing to complain about, and also I was getting better at applying my own make up and dressing as often as I wanted to too so I was happy .One day or rather one night I was around at Patricia’s , I had gotten dressed and fully made up as I was going to go for a walk , but Patricia asked me to stay a little longer ! ok no problem after all I ended up sucking her off and got a great mouth full of her cum and I enjoyed it , her door bell rang , so she told me to go into the dining room till she saw who it was , I heard the door close and voices , and after a couple of minutes it went quiet then I could hear noises of a different nature, so being a nosy bitch I cracked the door open and there was Patricia on her knees sucking this guy off . well I thought , I managed to keep watching for a while but I must have made a noise , when Patricia called come on in Zoë he won’t bite .So I went into the room ,and I was introduced as Zoë and that I was friend of Mary’s and hers , then she said show him what you love doing then girl , so without a thought I got down on my knees and I wrapped my glossy lips around his already stiffening cock and proceeded to give him some head , he said oh she is good , Patricia said you don’t know how bloody good she is, as he soon found out as he shot his load and I kept going , he said great she swallows and did I , He said she is a good girl , then Patricia TOLD ME TO LIFT UP MY SKIRT, crikey she is a trannie too he didn’t realise (which boosted my confidence ) as he saw my already hardening cock , which Patricia started to wrap her luscious lips around , but before that she said get Zoë to suck you hard again and while I am sucking her off when you are hard enough fuck her tranny ass, which I am glad to say he did and just before he came he pulled out and he shot his load over both Patricia’s face and mine , which was a first for me ., He said he had never has two at once before and he loved it , I later saw Patricia being handed an envelope from him before he left , I didn’t ask , but later Patricia handed me a tenner , what’s that for she said he pays for me to suck him off or let him fuck me as he has a thing for sex with Transvestites and he just loved what you did so only fair I give you a bit of the fee I gave it back to her that would make me a whore,which at the time was not a good thing to say as I was then calling my friend a whore too . I apologised as I didn’t mean to say it out so blatantly and I realised I had hurt her feelings , so I gave her the money back and told her no it was hers by rights as I was only there by accident , and I would rather I didn’t get paid , but I said I do not mind helping you out with him or maybe other if I am asked to but you keep the money as I would do it for free , well she didn’t look a gift horse in the mouth ok says she , I’ll let you know when I may need help if you do not mind doing it , said I’d do it just for the sex and the cum that would be my fee , which made her happy , then we went to bed and made really passionate love so Zoë got it both ways that night ,.Not long after the episode with the visitor , she had told Mary about it and Mary said just be careful , funnily it was Mary that asked me if I fancied a little bit of fun at Patricia’s place with that little bit of the extra she said mm explain what you mean , she then told me Patricia had a visitor who liked something different he liked to watch us girls doing each other would I like to do it for her , so i did go along with it and I ended up basically sucking off both of the girls and being fucked by both one after the other as the guy sat on a chair and basically wanked, then I was spit roasted by the girls as he watched after we had had a little break but this time I was tied to a bench like weight lifters use and I was fucked by one as I sucked the other off bahis şirketleri I was enjoying it , then after I had got a mouth full of cum and an ass full he then straddled me and fucked my ass for quite a while he then pulled out and shot his steamy load of cum all over my face and in my mouth, and I realised I bloody loved it and was asked would I be prepared to do some more some time and would I be prepared to be tied up again and fucked by maybe a couple more guys .I had to think about it but eventually said I would give it a try but if I didn’t like it would be the only time I would do it .About a month later, I was asked by Mary if I fancied trying out the little scenario she had mentioned ok , but what does it involve this time , well it opened my eyes I can tell you when she told me what I was being asked to do but I thought why not . what was asked of me was that this time I was to play the slave part but I was going to be dressed totally in a rubber body suit , ok why not , Well on the night I turned up at Patricia’s place and when I got into the living room there was 3 guys sitting almost naked on the sofa , I had come dressed from Mary’s place with her which I was glad about as I would have hated walking in as my male self , well Patricia was sucking one of the guys off at the time we walked in and she was being fondled by the other two, one of the guys spoke and said so this is the young girl you were on about ,mm I am going to enjoy doing her ( I thought what the fuck have I got myself into )DOING ONE GUY SEEMED OK BUT THE REALISATION THAT I WOULD MOST PROBABLY END UP DOING ALL THREE PLUS BOTH OF THE GIRLS SEEMED A BIT DAUNTING AND WAS THINKING OFF GETTING OUT THERE AND THEN. But Mary told me not to worry as they would both make sure I was alright and took me upstairs to get changed. The clothes I was going to wear that night were laid out on Pat’s bed , wow , so Mary said strip off and I’ll help you get dressed , well I took everything off and Mary put talcum all over my body ( I realised why later )first I had a pair of split crutch rubber panties to put in then she showed me the cat suit it was a lovely silky feel to it I slipped into the suit and it was a neat fit , it had built in false tits , and a zip at the front and a zip at the rear also a really nice pair of high heels and a mask that covered all of my head but my eyes were open and my lips , then Mary made my eyes up and put on a pair of false eye lashes which were big , then applied my lips tick bright red and lots of lip gloss, and the hood had a pony tail at the rear of the hood , looked in the mirror and I was shocked at the transformation what a slut I looked but it made me tingle , then she put a waspie like rubber belt around my waist and really pulled it in it made my waist seem smaller , then she put leather wrist attachments on each wrist and also on my heels , I asked what they were for I soon found out . I was led in one of the guys was fucking Patricia , and I wondered what I had let myself in for , I was led to the dining room and I was told to lay back onto the table I did so and as soon as I had done that I was attached by the restraints to the legs of the table that had eye lets on the inside of each leg , I was told I was the dessert for the gentle men tonight , I wondered what she meant I was soon to find out . As I lay there totally immobile , the door opened and all I heard was what have we here my lovely girl next thing I knew was a cock appeared at my face and a cock was shoved into my mouth and told to suck the spunk from his cock so I was being at that time as a cock cleaner , after I had done this a few times , meanwhile they had all been having there fun with the two girls , then they all came in and before I could say anything my mouth was full of hard cock and I was told right now suck me off good or otherwise I would know about it , after he shot his load in my mouth and all over my face (thank god for the mask ) I soon had another cock in place same scenario , mean while the zip at the crotch was opened and I felt a warm pair of lips working on my cock , I was always made to get close but I was never allowed to come , after I had sucked the three guys off I was covered in cum , then I sucked off both the girls my what a load of cum I swallowed , then I was unlocked turned over , then I felt a huge cock (I knew who that was it was the first guy ) entering my love hole then another of the guys shoved his cock into my mouth and they both started to fuck both of my holes , as the girls satisfied the other guy . when the first one shot his load up my ass they swapped around the one at the front went up my ass the other guy went to use the girls and the guy who was with the girls shoved his cock into my mouth and this went on for quite a while till I was absolutely covered in cum both on the outside as well as what I had swallowed and what I had deposited up my love hole , wow , I thought I was finished then the girls did me too one after the other then swapped around at the end of the night I had been fucked at least 9 times or more and I had sucked and swallowed a load of cum but I must admit not being able to move or resist turned me on and I loved it .The guys left after a while and I know money changed hands , as I told them both when they came into release me I didn’t want any payment as the fucks and cum I had was payment enough ,I thought they were going to release me they laughed who said we were finished the night is yet young and they did me all over again I was fucked well and truly that night , they released me and I was absolutely covered in cum but I felt great , what an absolute cum slut I had become but it was my choice and my choice alone . And basically that is how Zoë got her thing for light bondage ,.and I occasionally do some but not very often but the waspie belt I wore gave me an inclination for tight corsets and such like which to this day I still adore wearing the tighter the better .also it made me a lover of lots of lip gloss I love a pair of well made up shiny lips and a lot of guys love it when you suck them off as I don’t think their wives or girl friends would wear it as they most probably think it as sluttish , well I am a slut .

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